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now this is just getting plain ridiculous!!

that little mf is trying to buy me off now!!

i have discovered a string of beads (that i do not recognize) draped across my coffee table.......don't know where he got them from, but he obviously feels the need to leave me a peace offering.....

i am still rather unhappy with him................but i feel like i need to lay off of him for a day or two, just 'cause he seems to be trying to be polite...........

February 13 11:20 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

i HATE that bloody squirrel!!

i got home from work tonight to discover that blasted little mf had completely rearranged my desktop........he took stuff out of the caddy i have that i keep pencils and such in............he threw my hand lotion and my postit note pad on the floor..................not only that he tried to get into my bottle of glucose tablets..............oh, and the tv remote was over by the door on the floor!

i have got to get rid of him.................by any means, fair or foul..............

oh, and he rifled through my mail............heaven only knows why???

i need a recipe for brunswick stew!!!! gonna get great joy out of having his a$$ for dinner!!!

is running out for that tree rat!

February 08 1:25 AM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

my bleeping little nemesis.....

to recap (those of you who have read my qna posts will already be familiar with this, but i need to bring everyone else up to speed):

5 weeks ago

anybody know how to get rid of squirrels in the attic? got some verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry annoying pests up there...........not to mention extremely noisy too..........they sound like a herd of elephants up there, but it think it is only one or two

4 weeks ago

blasted fuzzy tailed tree rats are now eating through the sheetrock on the ceiling and chewing on the molding at the top of the wall.....
since all my "attics" are actually crawlspaces behind knee walls, some of which i cannot get to (especially the one where the molding chewing is occurring), i could really use some advice on getting rid of the ****ing critters........
burning down the house would deprive the buggers of a place to chew, but the problem with that is, it would also deprive me of a place to live..........so i really need a more productive solution......

yesterday

my 1st

wanted: dead or alive! preferably dead! that f-ing squirrel who stole my chocolate chip cookie while i was at work today!!!
it was one of them large and chewy chocolate chunk ones, fresh baked yesterday!!! you know the kind i mean....... (i was saving it for when i got home from work today)
it is squirrel hunting season in my house...........i'm going to kill that little mf........
i will give a reward to anyone who gets him for me.....

my 2nd

wanted: a small metal cabinet with a squirrel proof latch!!!
need something to keep my goodies in where that blasted tree rat can't get into them........

my 3rd

what purpose do squirrels serve anyhow? other than aggravating the stuffing out of me, is there one?

some remarks i have regarding these posts

about 3 1/2 weeks ago i got some of those sonic critter rids..............took some experimenting around with sound combos and sound levels, but i finally hit on the most annoying, to squirrels anyway, combination............while the buggers don't totallystay away, until yesterday it seemed to be keeping them at bay pretty reasonably.........
i think i probably need to get another adjustable one for the other side of the house, which seems to be where the little creeps are entering.........
you should have heard me yesterday, when i discovered the loss of my cookie...........good thing i got no kids around, cause i was certainly cussing up a storm........think i might have invented some new words.........multi-syllable ones with lots of k's, if you know what i mean......oh i was pissed!!!
and then i found where he was sitting while he ate my cookie...........right on top of my printer........got all these chocolate smears on it, makes me glad i never peeled of that plastic protective layer that comes on it............ <deep calming breath>

ok, now onto the new stuff

i get home from work today...........and that little bugger has eaten a sleeve of ritz crackers............and left the empty paper on top of my printer!!
it is almost starting to get funny, if you've got a warped sense of humor......
it is time for me to go on a serious squirrel hunt here!! not sure of details at this point as to how it is going to be accomplished........but i am going to evict that little mf, at the very least from my property..........and maybe even from the planet!!!

Angry

any comments, recommendations any of you have will be greatfully accepted!

i do beleive i have found something to take my mind off of greiving for my hubby!!! Broken heart

January 30 11:24 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

Please bear with me.............

I don't find it easy to even have feelings, let alone baring them.........

There's lots of stuff I need to share with people, but I am still working on acknowledging having feelings, let alone sharing them...........

I have finally learned to admit to feelings and feel them when I am with my therapist, which is an important first step, now I've got to get there with other people.............

So, just be there for me, so I can chat when I am able to be serious, as well as being a smart-ass......being a smart-ass comes much more easily to me...........I can deal with criticism for being a wise-acre, but I am truly petrified of being criticized for my feelings; that's why I can't let myself have feelings.....

I will (I am determined to) learn to have feelings and then learn to share them, but I realize this is not an over-nite thing (took me 50+ years to get this screwed up, gonna take a little time, hopefully not another 50+ years, to get un-screwed)...........

December 24 6:53 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

ehhhh!

having one of those weeks, so far

seems like an eon or so, frankly, but i guess thats just one of those perception things

August 22 9:25 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

okay, what's going on here?

damn numbness is back

what's going on.............sobbing all the time was the pits, but now i'm just not feeling anything again.........can't i just have little bits of each (numb sometimes, feeling sometimes)?

August 17 11:52 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

congratulate me

i managed not to cry today.............tho i did come close

August 16 12:50 AM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

this is really a difficult situation

as the numbness wears off, i just find myself crying all the time Crying

it hurts so much............maybe the numbness was better, i don't know

i guess i just have to work thru it.............and that'll just take time........too bad there isn't a magic button i can push to help me get thru it more easily

feelings have never been my strong point..........i'm just not used to feeling..............

August 14 10:03 PM | Add a comment | Read comments (1) | Permalink | Blog it

Numbness is wearing off

the sense of numbness is wearing off..........................now i can't stop crying..................

and for some reason i feel light-headed and dizzy; what's that all about? i really wanted to blog more here, but i swear i have to get horizontal on a volunteer basis, before i end up there non-voluntarily..........

August 13 10:38 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

just had a thought

just thought of an advantage (if you can call it that) to widowhood

control of the remote!!!!!

August 05 12:29 AM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it

getting used to widowhood, sort of

sometimes i think i'm getting use to being a widow; and then there are times when i start thinking i've got to tell him what this person said, or something, and then it hits me all over again.......like a ton of bricks

i hope things get better

ah,well...........

August 04 11:29 PM | Add a comment | Read comments (1) | Permalink | Blog it

newly widowed

am newly widowed, would appreciate any advice anyone has to give me...

if anyone knows of any support groups, either online or not, would really be glad if you could point me to them......

July 24 10:39 PM | Add a comment | Permalink | Blog it