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Please bear with me.............I don't find it easy to even have feelings, let alone baring them.........
There's lots of stuff I need to share with people, but I am still working on acknowledging having feelings, let alone sharing them...........
I have finally learned to admit to feelings and feel them when I am with my therapist, which is an important first step, now I've got to get there with other people.............
So, just be there for me, so I can chat when I am able to be serious, as well as being a smart-ass......being a smart-ass comes much more easily to me...........I can deal with criticism for being a wise-acre, but I am truly petrified of being criticized for my feelings; that's why I can't let myself have feelings.....
I will (I am determined to) learn to have feelings and then learn to share them, but I realize this is not an over-nite thing (took me 50+ years to get this screwed up, gonna take a little time, hopefully not another 50+ years, to get un-screwed)........... TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://crazymarylives.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!1B1C427B7B35BB0D!187.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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